dreaded day
foggy night
lost and forgotten
time for trial
set my sentence
the path
to victory
lies within
the ultimate force
must silence
to be a friend
must keep mouth shut
even though it pains you to think all the inconsiderate tribulations
frineds stay frineds no matter whatever happens
this great time we once had
was so close but faraway
creeping shame
this last time
you will see
you deceive
time to grieve
time to bleed
low esteem
its time to burn its time to burn
The swallowed, greedy insects
Are my frustrated sympathisers
Rotten apples inside my gastric juices
Won't you try the soup of sexual desire?
The dripping, oozing pink maggots that
Soak in the formaline of sadistic desire
Rotten strawberries inside of that*
A sour marinee prepared with blood
Let's see the movie, when we last held hands like I promised you
Saying farewell in this evening before the fruit go rotten
The dream stretches forth, while we're kissing like
Saying farewell to you let's enjoy the Last Supper
my beloved mother always by my side
hey, smile at me just like you always do in the sunlit morning
your expression distorted
mother's neck is hung down from the heavens bye bye, mother
with silent tears and deep pain the flower, unable to bear it, is dying I all alone
with no Face a gasping voice,a distorted voice
my sweet mother smiles at you as you smile
I reminisce under the late night sky of the fragile flowers I miss so dearly.
Back then, I counted down the day when i will see you.
in the early morning sky my dreams were shattered.
brings sadness and sorrow.
This sin is endless.
Not even a gentle whisper is heard under the night sky
One cold evening I saw her as she stood under the cherry blossom tree,
with petals that bloomed.
She was beautiful and pretty but there was something about her.
She had a very sad face. Her long hair hid her tears of late afternoon.
the forgotten seasons, this place still reminds me of her.
Time has made her disappear, as she was so delicate with
My Comeuppance of your ignorance
Inflammation of vitality
I still can't find the meaning of my life
I slice the meaning on my body more and more to cover the pain and agony
-Go ahead and laugh, and just walk away-
nobody listens to the ill faded or the lost souls
voices of backstabbers still stick to me
Someday maybe, the voice
will be heard straight to my heart
time for the blood show
wrist cut wrist cut wrist cut
every desire day crumbles in my hand seeking for true happiness while it goes away
there is nothing for me to stay in this dread world
there is no happiness for me
just broken promises
lost the will to live but there is nothing to set me free from this pain
temptation rolls around the corner to misleading habits once again
i will always hide my true face around everyone no on will ever see my true self
my mask is my only protection for me
the mask that binds to me and only me
to each scratch or smudge on the surface has a different story
some painful some,emotional
this mask is filled dirt with the unspoken tales of my life
dreaded day
foggy night
lost and forgotten
time for trial
set my sentence
the path
to victory
lies within
the ultimate force
must silence
to be a friend
must keep mouth shut
even though it pains you to think all the inconsiderate tribulations
frineds stay frineds no matter whatever happens
this great time we once had
was so close but faraway
creeping shame
this last time
you will see
you deceive
time to grieve
time to bleed
low esteem
its time to burn its time to burn
The swallowed, greedy insects
Are my frustrated sympathisers
Rotten apples inside my gastric juices
Won't you try the soup of sexual desire?
The dripping, oozing pink maggots that
Soak in the formaline of sadistic desire
Rotten strawberries inside of that*
A sour marinee prepared with blood
Let's see the movie, when we last held hands like I promised you
Saying farewell in this evening before the fruit go rotten
The dream stretches forth, while we're kissing like
Saying farewell to you let's enjoy the Last Supper
my beloved mother always by my side
hey, smile at me just like you always do in the sunlit morning
your expression distorted
mother's neck is hung down from the heavens bye bye, mother
with silent tears and deep pain the flower, unable to bear it, is dying I all alone
with no Face a gasping voice,a distorted voice
my sweet mother smiles at you as you smile
I reminisce under the late night sky of the fragile flowers I miss so dearly.
Back then, I counted down the day when i will see you.
in the early morning sky my dreams were shattered.
brings sadness and sorrow.
This sin is endless.
Not even a gentle whisper is heard under the night sky
One cold evening I saw her as she stood under the cherry blossom tree,
with petals that bloomed.
She was beautiful and pretty but there was something about her.
She had a very sad face. Her long hair hid her tears of late afternoon.
the forgotten seasons, this place still reminds me of her.
Time has made her disappear, as she was so delicate with
My Comeuppance of your ignorance
Inflammation of vitality
I still can't find the meaning of my life
I slice the meaning on my body more and more to cover the pain and agony
-Go ahead and laugh, and just walk away-
nobody listens to the ill faded or the lost souls
voices of backstabbers still stick to me
Someday maybe, the voice
will be heard straight to my heart
time for the blood show
wrist cut wrist cut wrist cut
the tears that wont come, my eyes are as dry as the meat that beats in my chest....
and though you've cause me to retreat, my wish for you, only the best.
snowfall in the desert
broken heart yet a mind unhurt
walk thru this life, in constant snow....
a pain that only those truly alive could know.
will i find the spring again?
or will i cover myself in this pur white sin...
poison paradise...
dry heart, wet soul, sand and ice
why should i stay in this place, when i can go?
on or the other, or are both just for show?
these things built around me by myself...
a consequence of everything else
can i create a season of my own?
and
last night i dreamt of something strange.
a single object in my dreams, lay in nowhere.
your ring.
when you gave it to me...it was casual just hand it to me
then walked away, so nonchalant.
it was just friendship to you but for me....
it mean so much more...
you never knew.
last night i dreamt of it, lying in nowhere.
it was glass, not like in real life.
rings that fell thru nowhere and broke.
jagged pieces lay there...
i stare in horror, and cut my fingers on the pieces
i tried so hard to put it back together
it began to rain from my eyes, washing the pieces away in my dream
horrified, terrified, frantic.. i pieced them back t
replies in poetry, beauchat. by moonwolfe64, literature
Literature
replies in poetry, beauchat.
My beautiful cat, you slip so unobtrusively, into my dreams,
But in waking you avoid my true heart, or so it seems
When can I catch you and make you mine?
And if I did, would your eye still look at me and shine?
I ache when we are apart
And when we are together, I cant stop the beating of my heart
Yet every time Im near you, my tears began to fall
I cant see the future, our stop your pain, I can do nothing at all
So what good would I be for you?
My beautiful cat, you haunt my dreams,
And in waking stalk my shadow, at least thats how it seems.
This wild beating heart
That forever tears us apart
And all the words I want to say
Become garbled, embarrassed I turn away
Will my future forever take me away from you?
Or is that the consequence of what I do?
This aching, longing, bleeding of my soul
Only with you have I ever felt whole,
How can I hold on to hope, while it eats me alive?
When will that moment I long for arrive?
How can I still want love after all its done,
Why do I wish for just that one?
At least in this life, torturous as it may be
There will exist a bond between you and me.
Hope is eternal
Current Residence: Toppenish,WA Favourite genre of music: Japanese, Rock Operating System: Windows Vista MP3 player of choice: RCA Wallpaper of choice: The crow Favourite cartoon character: kouga from inuyasha Personal Quote: i know what im doing im not stupid
Favourite Visual Artist
Gackt
Favourite Movies
well there in the rnage of action,comedy,horror,scifi,and some romantic movies
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The pillows, Dir en grey
Favourite Games
Resident Evil
Favourite Gaming Platform
playstation1 and dreamcast
Other Interests
watching anime,listenig to music going to work, collecting sports cards,collect old junk,
i knw its a shameless plug
but finally i edited and uploaded all vids on youtube
check out my channel here is the link
http://www.youtube.com/user/sakuracon?feature=mhw5
most of my videos are up from con, pics adn all dont worry people im going to show some love for DA too just had to get YT stuff out of the way. so i wont forget. so by within this week i will hopefully upload ALL 700 pics on here . so BEWARE flooded inbox lol sike i proabbly get the best 100 if you would like a pic from the YT vids from any day i could gldadly sent the pic your way. jsut leave me a NOTE on DA or msg on YT.it will take me wile but i check on for msgs on
well just barely got back form sakura-con 2010 so be expecting alot of pictures to be posted within the week ok . it will be wile for al lof them to be posted but it will be worth the wait so bare with me . i have a day off from work so most of my time iwll be towards uploading ok . so yeah i taken about 700 pics i belive almost made my 1000 picture mark .. boo almost ade ti its jsut my sd card(16gb) was getting filled easily. so yihavd to transfer them to my comp to mkae room so yeah .. take care now adn hope you guys had fun at con
well its like a week or so til sakuracon be expecting alot of pictures to be uploaded after the con
and interested in wathcing some videos from the con
check out my youtube
http://www.youtube.com/user/sakuracon?feature=mhw4
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well i hopefully will take about 1000 photos this time . hopefully if camera dont get full of memory. or the batteris dont all die at once haha
well hope to see you guys at sakuracon 2010.
really to bad that deviant art dont have a multi-uploadeder though because it was a hassle uploading one at a time
you might not remember me but...are you going to be at Sakura con this year? Because this is the first year i can make it and well...i kind of want to have at least 1 picture of the new Raven outfit ^-^"